My Missing Part.....

The Last Part of School Time

2011-04-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

That's the last picture that's going to be memorized by myself...

I wish that we still together forever, but the destiny seems not saying so....

Farewell my friends...
Thanks for the days that you all gave to me......

Goodbye My Best Friends......

2010-11-05T06:19:00.000-07:00

I'm really shock when I heard the news this morning....
I never though you guys will leave this world very fast....
I was wishing that I can met you guys again someday...
But the time seems not allow me to.....

I'm really down when you guys dead by the volcanic smoke....
I'm shocked when the news said nothing's left from those wonderful place....
Everything is flat and no building left....
And there's no survivor from the accident....

The disaster can't be predictable, and I know that....
But what can I say, it's too late to rescue you all....
I even don't know that those beautiful city will be destroyed too.....

This is the only I can say to you all...
May your spirit accepted in heaven...
Hope we can met again someday, somewhere....
Wish we can be friends again in the next life....

So long, my best friend...
May your life, peace up there...
Thank you for being my friends at there...
I will always remember you all...
Always....

Goodbye Old Story.....

2010-10-03T00:48:00.000-07:00

My old life story is ended here, I don't want to open those page anymore....

To every person that I've remove from my friend list, forgive me, but just think it once again. If you guys didn't started it all, I won't do this to you all.....
I'm tired of looking at your names and faces, so I remove it before I get emotional with it....

Forgive me, and goodbye....
Thank you for knowing me in the past, now we have our own path to go.....

Fells Like It's Back....

2010-09-08T05:55:00.000-07:00

I think GOD already make my wish come true...
Suddenly, I feel like the old me that good in studying.....

I wish GOD didn't take my talent now because I need it until the final exam.....

Please GOD, help me to study better and pass my exam (all of my exam)....
AMEN....

Missing Friends.......

2010-06-08T02:13:00.000-07:00

Now I'm thinking of Immanuel, and my old school friends....
It has been a long time I've never see all of them.....

This Holiday,I want to visit them(except Nuel) because he is not in Medan...
=)
Sorry Nuel, I can't visit you....

I Miss Yogyakarta.......

2010-04-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

Since I came back from Yogyakarta, I don't know why but my mind keep thinking about that place......

It's feels like there's something disturbing my mind and it's calling me to go there again.....
Actually I want to, but when and how????

I wish I can go there again......

I miss my past......

2010-02-09T08:52:00.000-08:00

it feels so hurt when I'm doing those, but I can't take it anymore.....

I already lost so many friends that I care about......
lots of things happened when I'm stepping at Secondary 5.....
I have fail to chase girl that I really do care about, and now she dump me out.....

I was really2 sad and mad, it's mixed into one mood,
FURIOUS.....

GOD, I wish that I never been born anymore.....
my pain is enough until now......

from this day, no more "HENDRIK"

who is weak,
who is kind,
who is nice to people...

from now on, the new "HENDRIK" is.....
strong....
bad....
cruel....
anger....

don't blame me if that happened to me....
if you want to blame, then correct yourself FIRST.....

Fun with Immanuel.....

2010-01-04T03:44:00.000-08:00

He is a man with a lots of funny talent....
I will said this all.....
it's gonna be the most silent semester in CK for me, because there's no sound of crazyness again....

I hope he can stay at CK to join with all of us, but what can we do......

I just can say.....
Goodbye nuel, hope you always fine at Jakarta....
may GOD bless you and your family......

It's appear again......

2009-11-22T05:15:00.000-08:00

My childhood memory appear again.....

At first, I want to forget it, but beacuse of some mouth fight with Linda, I remember it back......

When I was kid, I always been bully by my friends in Primary. I always crying when they started to bully me, and since that day, I always ask myself,"Why God create me like this? Why I have no talent so none of them bully me again?"

I hate my childhood, now I remember it again.........

At Bukit Lawang.......

2009-11-07T01:47:00.000-08:00

Hello......

It has been so long time since last few months......

Today, I want to share some few things about my field trip on Thursday,5th November2009 and Friday, 6th November 2009....

On Friday, 5th November 2009.

We, the SMA 2 students was on the bus, we were having fun during the road to the Bukit Lawang. Some of us were sleeping, but not for long because lots of us sing few songs.

We already arrived at Bukit Lawang, but we were not arrived at the Losmen, yet. After walking for few minutes, we arrived at the hanging bridge, which it was made using bambbo and wood, so the bridge is moving. The capacity to walk through the bridge maximum is 6 people,which means that we must wait.

When we arrived at the Losmen, our room has already been set, so my roommate was Azel(the one I hate), Herman Luis(The crazy guy), and Vincent Otto(One of the SMA 2 IPA's student).

We on the journey for our Biology and Mathematics data,also for our Chemistry data. for Biology, we must find 5 flowers that hard to find at Medan. For the Mathematic, we must ask the tourist from the outside. We've met lots of tourist. English, USA, Belgium, Korea.

When night comes, we have an Interview about the data that we get. The Chemistry and the Nationality was easy, Mathematic a little bit hard, Biology is the one I hate on that day. Wew.........
After finish my interview, we have BBQ moment. I don't get chicken and fish at the first time, so I don't eat. When they all went to sleep, Me, Vincent, Annisa, Haidar, and Erixco grill the rest of the fish. We've got more fish than they. HA...HA... HA...!!!
After finish eating our fish, we went to our room. Me, Erixco,Haidar, and Vincent can't sleep because Vincent make noise. We fall asleep at 4.00 A.M

On Friday, 6th November 2009.

I've wake up at 5.30 A.M because my cellphone was ringing. After that, I went to the bathroom, wash my face and hair, brush my teeth, and change my clothes. On 6.00 A.M, I went to the Cafetaria and order a glass of hot tea.
On 7 A.M, I went to the river, and put my feet on the water. The water was so cold, but it fell nice.
I took some stones, and I play "Batu Loncat". Usually, I can't play this game. But now, I'm the expert. Hehehe........
Mr. Yoseph and the ohter students went to the cave, the only person left was Me, Wiedya, Guido, Vinson, Darwin, Herman, Tony Widjaja, and the rest of the teacher. Miss Lidya and Miss Reni were asking Me, Vinson, Guido, and Wiedya to put ourself in the river.
We play in the river until 10.45 A.M, and Darwin and Koko were join us. On 11.00 A.M, we went to the market and buy some souvenir.
On 12.00 P.M, we went to the Losmen, but Darwin want to buy souvenir too, so I join him.
On 01.00 P.M, we have our lunch, and already packing our bag.
On 02.00 P.M, we wait the rest of the student coming back from the cave.
On 03.00 P.M, we went to the bus, and it's raining.
On 04.00 P.M, we already moving from Bukit Lawang to Medan. I was tired, so I sleep at the bus during our journey to Medan.
On 08.00 P.M, we arrived at Chandra Kusuma, and then we went to our home.

That's my journey during the trip. Hehehehe............

BBQ on 02 October 2009..........

2009-10-03T02:19:00.001-07:00

For all of my entire life, the BBQ on this day was the most weird.........

As we know, BBQ is the moment where we hang out with our friends, grill some meat, and if we can, we sleep at our friends house.........

But last night, Everything was different.....
When they arrive at Brilliant's house (here's the place where we start the BBQ), some of them was going somewhere I don't know.....

The food that we eat, SATE PADANG.... And that's the only food that we ate. I ate 4 plates of that........... Can you believe it???????

And then, when it's already late night, they are not sleep at Brilliant's house.... They go to Tony Wijaya's house, and sleep there because of one reason....... A PORN,GHOST MOVIE.........
They even didn't thinking about Briliant's mom preparation for them...... She already set the room for all of us, and they just go away............

Oh brother........how could they done this kind of treatment to Brilliant and his family???

JEEZ...............

To My Best Friends........

2009-09-27T01:16:00.000-07:00

Today, I was chat with my old friends.....
and suddenly, she feel dissapointing because of me.....
she said that am I forgot her because of my new girlfriend......
of course no I don't.......

But, she seems mad at me, even when I'm apologise to her, she didn't forgive me.........

What should I do?????

I'm feel guilty now.......
GOD....please help me with this situation.......
TnT

Did you guys remember this moment??

2009-09-11T22:40:00.000-07:00

What The Hell......???

2009-09-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

The accident was happening today......
I was hanging out at the milk corner near the Indomaret store, and then some of my friends came and buy some milk........
And then, I saw my enemy was standing near a tree......
Actually, I want to going home after I saw her....
Suddenly, Calvin was calling me to join him a moment, and he was joining with my enemy.........
Well, Calvin is my friend, so I join him a moment as he say.....

When I join him, he ask me to help my enemy to push her motorcycle to the engineer near the City Restaurant.........

At first, I want to refuse it, but.....after I see Calvin push it with someone I forgot, and they're tired......
Finally, want or not, I must do the quest........
Well, at least I can do some kind thing..........

And the most weird is, there's need 3 person to push the motorcycle, while the place is not far........

At Parapat......

2009-09-03T09:50:00.001-07:00

Hahaha........
It's almost half year and I'm just remember it now.......

I'm still having fun when I'm remind the moment at here............
After we have finished our interview, we having a BBQ with the teacher......
As I remember, I don't get the food because I'm too late.........

The next day, we were swimming at the Toba lake, while 2/3 of ue were going to the Samosir island......
THe weather was so sunny, but we still swimming until almost going back to Medan
When we arrive at our home at Medan, I was checking at my body because it feels hurt......
After I'm checking it, my skin was burning and getting red.....

Wow.......
Now, I'm really don't want to swim at the lake again when it's sunny day......

But, it's still fun because I have a nice experience with my friends............
^^

Success........

2009-08-31T05:18:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 27th August 2009.....

Today, me and Jackson is having cooking extraculicular.......
Both of us decided to make a spaghetty and we already get the ingredients.......
I'm preparing the Ingredients, while he boil the noodles.......
He boil the noodles too early, while the water is not boiled yet, so we take out the noodles again and wait for the water......after the noodles and the ingredients ready, I start to make the sauce, which means that it need a lots of tomato sauce, and how many do I have???
only 4 small bag of tomato sauce.........
after taking half hour, at last the spaghetty is done, with a little problem........
but, the taste is still great........

The moment at pool.........

2009-08-21T04:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I'm having a good moment with the secondary 5's students........
We were going to swimming pool at cemara sports clubwhen the sport education lessons begin. At pool, we supposed to be swimming and that's the teacher order, but we're not doing it. All of us just playing and having fun. we playing the water sumo, making free style on the water, swim to the 2,5 metres pool.........
What a funny day.......

20 minutes before the end of the lesson, we make a moment so we can remember those day........We start to jump into the pool together, and some of us keep recording our activities.........
I can see the video from my friend, but I can't watch it from my phone.........

Hope this moment keep living in our mind and heart........

Having dinner together.......

2009-08-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

On 17 August 2009....
at 18.49 o'clock......

I already arrived at the New Island Restaurant. There's still nobody there, so I'm waiting them at the parking lot.....
Calvin is went out for few minutes, and then he came back.......I'm joining him to his room and having a little chat up there.....
few minutes later, he ask me to going downstairs to check at other members.......
and then here it comes the commander of the PASKIB, Catherine........
VG and Vivian also came with her......
few minutes later, Dini and Haidar arrived, and they're still waiting for Wenny and her cousins........
When all of the members already arrived, they started to order few foods and drinks.......
The foods and drinks has arrived on our tables, but our coach Mr. Zuki, Mr. Madan, and Mr. Putra didn't arrived yet, so we're still waiting for them......
The clock is already ticking until 21.00 o'clock, so we decided to start eat the food slowly.......
at 21.30 o'clock, three of them is still not arrived yet, then they told us to enjoying the dinner without them.......

At the end of the dinner, we order two bottles of beer and drink it.....
I've drink it 1 1/2 glass and my face is so red.........(hahaha............)

When I'm arrived at home, I don't think any longer, I'm going to bathroom, change my clothes, brush my teeth, and then go to sleep.........

The next day, my head is having a bit confused......
what a poor guy.....but still enjoying the dinner with them.........
^^

I'm so proud of you guys.......

2009-08-17T01:21:00.001-07:00

Karena ini menyangkut HUT RI yang ke-64, aku menulis blog ini dalam bahasa Indonesia..........

hari ini, aku benar - benar sangat bangga kepada anggota PASKIBRA...........
akhirnya, bendera merah putih yang sudah menjadi lambang negara Indonesia telah berhasil dikibarkan dengan baik.............
pada awalnya, aku sempat merasa gugup dan canggung, karena yang menjadi Inspektur Upacara bukanlah Kepala Sekolah kami maupun Yayasan kami, tetapi orang penting dari DPR di Medan(Medan atau Deliserdang y???Lupa....hehehehe)......

Kegugupanku mulai terlihat pada saat kami mulai bergerak menuju ke hadapan Inspektur tersebut.....
Namun, berkat dorongan, keseriusan, dan kekompakan semua anggota, rasa gugup itu hilang dalam sekejap.........

Saat bendera mulai dikibarkan, aku sempat berpikir.....
apakah kesalahan yang pernah kami perbuat akan terulang lagi???
dan pertanyaanku terjawab saat ksmi menutup formasi........
tidak ada kesalahan sama sekali...........
setelah kami menuju ke lapangan dalam, rasa bangga kami meledak dan kami sempat terharu(kalau aku sedikit....hehehehe...).........

Namun ada satu lagi pertanyaan yang belum terjawab sampai sekarang.......
Apakah perasaan dan kejadian seperti ini akan terulang lagi????aku berharap agar kami para angkatan PASKIBRA ke-4 akan bisa selalu bersama walaupun tidak dalam bentuk anggota seperti ini lagi...........

Teman - teman sekalian, aku ingin mengucapkan terima kasih atas dukungan, hati, dan kebersamaan kita. Semoga hal ini tidak akan kita lupakan sampai ajal menjemput kita.........
I LOVE YOU ALL.............

The person in my mind..............

2009-08-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

Honestly, there is somebody who I always care about.......
When I was alone, she came to me in my mind.......
When I was sad, she is the one who I always think of........
When I'm success, she is the one who I want to thank for............
but now, she is already gone.....
far away from me......
her attitude is different now...........
Now, I don't recognize her anymore..........
If I do recognize her, I will going to pretending to not recognize her............
I do like her, but not in this kind.....
The one who I love is when the first time we met.........

If you read this, please return to the real person of yourself.........
As long as you are pretending to be someone else, then don't blame me if your life is in big trouble...........

Still remember the moment when primary....

2009-08-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

When I'm taking a nap, I'm dreaming about the day when I'm in primary......
I'm still remember all of my friends who always bullying me......
I'm also remember the friends who always help me and play with me.......

Honestly, when I'm remind myself.....
I'm almost crying..........
I'm asking to myself and GOD, when I can have that kind of moment again.....

While now, my friends already think that I'm already dead......
I'm not exist anymore in their eyes.......
Now, suddenly.....
I hate my friends who pretending to didn't know me........

For you all, who trying to staying away from me,
I've got two words for you...
"GO AHEAD.........!!!!"

If you want to be my friend because of my money or something, I've got five words for you......
"GET OUT OF MY LIFE...!!!!!!!!"

Gonna miss the PASKIBRA training.........

2009-08-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day we're practicing...........
I'm really - really gonna miss this kind of moment..........
I'm gonna miss the moment when we're trying to stand still,
when we're been punish because of our fault,
when we're having lunch together,
when we're sing along with the other students.........
I know this is sounds weird and silly, but this moment is the best moment that I've ever have for my entire life....................
I wish that I can keep it until I'm getting older and dead............
guys, you're all the best...........

when they are together.......

2009-08-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

few days ago, I was shock when I hear this news............
the person who seems like mom for me, just break up with my friend........
this time, I'm totally feel something weird about it........
they're dating for almost 2 years, and now they must break up because of family problem.......
I'm really dissapointed when I heard that, but what can I do?????

The only way I can do is........praying to GOD.
I wish they will still remember each other, even if they're not dating anymore............
AMIN.......